Sunday musings

Its Sunday morning, lovely fella is still asleep and I've had a gorgeous breakfast of banana, grapes, cherries and yoghurt. A few thoughts are running around my head.

Donor eggs

I really worried about having donor egg ivf before doing it, worrying that either I or the babies would feel differently because of it. All I can say now is how irrelevant it seems. These babies are mine. They move in my tummy. My body is helping them grow and hopefully will feed them when they are born. I am grateful to the donor more than i can say but i am their mummy. I hope that they will feel the same.

Pregnancy

There are positives and negatives about pregnancy (obviously there is one honking big positive)

I won't miss...
- being so tired - except I will probably be more tired!
- going to bed alone because it is too early for lovely fella
- not being able to sleep on my front
- random crying fits
- the worry

I will miss...
- sitting in meetings and feeling my babies move. Smiling because they are tickling me and no one knows but me.
- the excitement of the future
- the almost daily change in my belly
- not really having to wipe after a poo (honestly its magic!)
- lovely fella kissing my belly and talking to our babies

Happy Sunday!