13 Weeks

Today I'm 13 weeks pregnant. Bit weird innit? If I were normal I could start telling people. Well this week I decided to pretend to be normal and have been telling people. It's going to show soon anyway because my belly seems to be growing by the hour.

My tiredness is lifting. I have seen 10.30pm again! Crazy times. Sickness is also going although I still have to eat sat very upright. My back keeps getting very stiff though but its not that bad...yet.

Other symptom is the occasional weird tickly feeling in my belly. Movement or wind? Never felt it before in my life so I'm hoping movement but it is maybe too early for that - although with 3 of them in there they may be more pushed forward than with a singleton. Whatever it is I like it.

I think we are both tense about the appointment next week but it may be that we don't know much more afterwards, apart from whether they will see us at Kings. In one way I just want to get on with it then, hopefully, relax and try to enjoy the rest of the pregnancy. In another way I just want to hide and pretend everything is ok. Hopefully soon it will be.